T103 is getting high!
camwhoring during locvid was sooooo fun hahaha and mr kwon was totally trying not to get pissed with us. i've learnt that when eunice screams, that's it -- eardrums bursts. i don't know why i'm so stupid. i didn't install my final cut express, and i'm only doing it now. at, let's see, the wee hours again. so i have to go back to the room on monday to capturing the video to do editting by fri :X
i was soooooo glad joanna stayed for my cell meeting. there were only 5 of us but we tried our best for God. and to joanna: stay strong and find courage from the Lord. there's so many people he placed around you to help you in times of need, so don't give up anything! :)
all this while i've been too busy to really think about stuff. it's like pressure from every aspect of life just starts to press in, for better or for worse it doesn't matter, just that when things are so packed they start to get messy, my head spins. and i don't want to think. i just know that i need peace... i give up trying to find out what i really want or what i am sure of. i give it all up to God. i'll let Him direct my life. honestly, it's easier said than done. maybe i should stop worrying for the others and start to look at myself in the mirror.
jamie is over at my place now, sleeping. i hope we can both wake up and get out of house in time to go to church for clare's baptism and our own baptism class. :)
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