divergence

maria left this morning.

never meant for it to be so tearful, but i was so afraid i'll miss the last hug i wanted to give her. she knows she's loved and she'll be missed. the grace her mum has shown to me when i was in a big mess at maria's place, i'll never forget. her granny said thank you to me, and it just broke my heart. she's still on the plane now... i pray for God to protect them and bless them.

when i looked back and think, i realised how life and take a turn so fast. me and maria. we were supposed to be in ac, i was supposed to move to bt gombak a few blks away from her, we were supposed to go to school together every morning, and study together every night. and then within 3 mths, things took a huge turn for both of us, and i believe for many others too. well, i;m really sad, but i know God does things for a reason, and i have faith in Him, that no matter what it'll be the best for us.

so wherever maria will be, i'll be happy to know that she's blessed.

i've been sick these few days, and my head hurts. i really appreciate what someone did for me, really really grateful, though i might insist you're a big bully and a meanie hahaha. oh and of course thanks to all the most adorable ppl in church! i think you all know who you are la. :D

i'm going to sleep for 12 hours.