ok, the weekend's over and here i am, sitting in lecture. no, nowhere near heaven. which means Daddy doesn't want to take me now, and i just have to get through whatever shit i'm in. oh great, just great. no more procrastinating, no more wishing i can die before deadline! ugh.... just have to try my best.
i don't know what to think about you now. what are you trying to show me, what do you want now. what do i want now. what is happening now. what to do now. my my.... this time i'll just let it flow. no no no no no no no no i'm not mad! just cannot imagine anything good to come out of this. too cynical to think this is not just another fall. just another joke. just another prank, the favourite game guys play. thanks for pushing me away before i let go first. now it feels much easier.
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