heartache

i am having marketing test in another 4 hours' time. and i'm at my last chapter. but i cannot concentrate now, out of focus all of a suddenly. overcome with subtle heartache. i still care and i know it's unfair.. but i have to do this, out of no logical reason, because you are quite illogical as well. and when God speaks, i obey. simple as that. He wants you for Himself. God is a jealous God, but He fights for our hearts. i feel peace not because He loves me more, but because i have given my heart to Him, which He doesn't want to share with anyone else. yet.

okay, randomness.
yesterday was a mugging day, like seriously. i studied 7 hours straight in the library with erastus and jamie doing crap half the time and marcus joining us at 4. yeah, it's a fruitful day, like jamie said (all she did was study for say, 2 hours.) hahaha every sunday shall be mugging day till exam is over.. oh, that means i'm left with one last sunday LTL. by the way, i've revolutionized LOL to LTL. try guessing what it is hahahha!

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