Thursday, December 21, 2006

my life is drama

last week was a blur. wednesday to friday badminton chalet; friday to sunday camp. i'll talk about gift camp first... i'm so happy that the camp is a success. it's so many ppl's efforts, and these efforts didn't go down the drain :D i love you ppl! i love everyone in Gift. this camp turned out quite differently from the past camps. i really dunno what else to say. i really want to post our best camp photo here. because that photo speaks a thousand words :) a zillion words maybe.


chalet was ok. i got drunk, the guys got drunk. did alot of weird stuff i cannot remember... said alot of things. and my billabong flips got stolen!! sherman's, alvin's, kianzuo's and a couple of junior's all got stolen. lol... bbq was bad. i din eat much. i love coach's son :D so cute! he's real smart he taught us so many games. i think those two nights i drank more alcohol than ever. and i slept like 4 hours in 2 and a half days. went to gift camp with a sleepy face lol.


i'm going to ac.


i'm very sorry for what i've done. but at least you believe i didn't say whatever things you heard that's untrue. you know what is untrue because it was between the 2 of us. i don't understand what you cannot tell me, but you really don't have to settle this mess yourself. although you won't see this, i really hope to clean up the mess with you. after all, i am the one who spilled the milk. maybe the complications do not involve me anymore, you shld just tell me, and i'll step back. but the fact that you are not replying me tells me that it definitely has got sthg to do with me, it's just that you don't want to tell me or don't know how to tell me. or maybe it's not so complicated after all; you just think i'm too stupid to understand, just like in the past, everything i asked, you'll just say it's complicated. because you think it's too complicated for my simple mind.

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