it's 2 am in the morn. i'm feeling very very very happy now even though i'm tired and damn mosquitoes are feasting off my blood, because i've finally completed this thing i insisted on doing for gift camp. i've also settled a few things for the camp today. :D so proud of myself... and i'm just left with a few more things to do... i am happy that i'm doing something for gift, but whether or not these things i do are in vain, that's another issue. i don't care. i contributed. i worked till 4am in the morning. i was fed up. i shut up and just do whatever i have to. found no help. shut up and pia myself. happy with myself now. unhappy with this fatigue that i have no choice but to accept. lujie told me not to burn myself out before camp, or even during camp. but do i have a choice? actually i do. i can say i'm not doing it because it's unfair and i'm tired, but if i throw things off my shoulders, noone's there to pick up. i'm not complaining, just stating facts. i'm willing to do this again if i have to. at least this camp is not going to be a failure, even if it might not turn out to be successful.
i think i went shopping yesterday. and on friday i went to watch singapore poly dance, which was fantastic :) And church was like extremely good yesterday. because maria's crazy idea of forming a cell group came true! ok still not comfirmed, but we got pastor edwin to be our leader. i laughed till i teared cos i thought the cell name pastor edwin came up with is freaking funny---the 4 friends, because the members are me maria grace and chewx. hahahaha i hope our cell group will be formed officially soon. hallelujah! church is so fun, come to church with me :D
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