Wednesday, December 12, 2007

desperation

honestly,

except for one person i continuously rant to, nobody knows what the hell i am talking about or what kind of bloody mess this is.

no, it's not about deadlines

no, it's not about being tired of life

no, it's not about fasting getting tough

no, it's not about falling away from my dear God

no it's not about family

no it's not about pressure of any sort

no, it's not about anything anyone thinks it is.


it's about something i don't know how to, and i don't want to, put in words.
it's about something nobody can help or say anything that can make me feel better.

i am desperate.

but no matter what, no one can understand except for the one person who knows what the hell i am talking about!

so thank you but it's okay, don't try anymore.

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