sucker

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ANGST.
i'm sorry. to God daddy. to myself. to everyone who cares. God, i am surrendering. You know i am, my dear God. but why... i am trying my best and i'm doing it. why is this test getting tougher. why must it be now i realised how stupid i really am. i hate . i hate . i hate . i hate .

liar.
it's not that i cannot let go, i can, that's why i'm surrendering already. but i don't feel sad now. no, not sadness. it's ANGST. ANGST! why. i feel so cheated. hello? i am not a doll, i am not a bloody puppet, what you said to me cannot be unsaid. i don't care you pretended nothing happened, i don't care anymore. but just as i thought we can be friends again, i realised how big is this lie. i hate you. I HATE YOU.

let me tell you this. give me back my damn volleyball and we don't ever have to meet again. even if we bumped into each other, you'll be invisible to me, and i will be invisible to you. until you realise what a bastard you are.

you're worse than any other guy in the past. cos YOU pretended.