Healing.
yes, healing. i've been surviving with a wound i won't allow Him to touch. thank you Lord for last night. when i finally picked up courage to face you, when i finally think about this issue objectively, God spoke to me. And He showed me the truth, and the reasons. I've seen for myself, so that there's no denying, that what didn't happen, didn't happen for a reason. and what happened is probably caused by our own foolishness. i guess i was upset because i didn't understand, like how the king didn't understand his dream and was desperate to get things back into control. surrendering, is difficult. i am trying hard to move on from this drama, some big blur i cannot comprehend. question is, if you are not moving on, should i? God wants me to put it down, so He can fix it, or give me something else. 2 years later everything would have changed into something totally different. God's unpredictable. life's unpredictable.
maybe this will be the final realisation. and i will put it down. because God's answers came, and they were all i was waiting for. and now it's time for healing.
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