Thursday, November 23, 2006

screw it

i can see why he's so upset. because you don't decide and do it fast enough. you're hesitant. that's what gave him that lack of sense of security. so i did it, thinking i know what i'm doing. maybe i'm wrong. should've let you do it your own noble way because it's none of my business, is it? shouldn't have cared, shouldn't have thought about your problem either. i apologise for not being in my right mind. what the hell did i think i was doing. creating problems for myself. killing my brain cells, feeling frustrated over an argument that was over and for you. in the end i'm a busybody. and i'm sorry for that, okay? call me a bitch right now, i don't care.

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